4 months later

and I still have the same feelings for this guy and the wants and hopes of something more.

Well... while I have been patiently waiting for the spring to come and his arrival back alas someone new enters the picture. Not someone I would typically look at, but a couple drinks later, some dancing, find out that he is a pretty good kisser. This is very important to me : )
Not only that but he is the sweetest guy ever, so far. So far it has been just over a month, but see each other at least once a week if not 3 times. Even had our first weekend together last week and he remained a sweet gentleman when I slowed down our speed. There are still other ways to have fun which we did.

Still not sure how to close the door to the last guy... not ever wanting to... but still wanting much more, and while this new guy may not start with the passion and attraction i thought was most important he has everything else going for him, and my heart grows weak each time he shows me how sweet he can be. sigh. could i be falling again?