i couldnt wait. i had to meet up with that amazing kisser again! omg was it perfect. he took me to this private beach which had the picturesque staircase to the water which led to a beautiful clearing with an amazing star filled sky, with the water right there, peaceful waves lightly crashing creating the perfect atmosphere. loosing all track of time in his arms, kissing, and more, but not everything, not that yet anyways. not for this girl. but we did have an amazing time.
then planned on meeting up tomorrow night at the beach near me. however the forecast is for rain. so much for our plans. so i talked to him online before. i told him about the forecast and i asked:
me
he says
me
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not that i thought this would or could be more, but that kinda killed it for me right there. i mean no beach no nothing? seriously? well then, can't say i will be anxious the next time if im not worth making out in the rain. so much for one more chance, at least i thoroughly enjoyed the time spent together. so much so that it made me hungry for more again in a healthy natural way. even the most amazing lustful connection can be not enough anymore.
what can i say i want it ALL. thats right. everything. i want the passion of course but with the regular day to day stuff as well. waiting for my future love and loving life on my own till then. one day i will have my man to walk alongside during the rain : )
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