i have a lover that is amazing. yet i find myself wanting more and more a lover with even more to offer. he is passionate and sweet and listens, but not the guy that's there for all those other moments. sigh. i am not looking to end this chapter any time soon, hes the best lover i have ever had. i have never wanted anyone as much as i want him. i even cried once while we made love.
thing is i dont want to cry when we arent together. im not really looking to cry when we are either but if thats how my emotions come out well, im always about expressing how i feel when i feel it, so, so be it.
do i have to end this "relationship" tho to find someone that can offer it all?
will i ever find someone that can offer it all? : (
it seems while i dont mean to settle for less, this is the most i have had in a long time and cannot let it go although it is making me hungry for more, much more...
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